Was at the lowest poing of my mood today.Morning was still fine. HE gave me a wake-up call so to speak.When he left Amara, heading home, he called me again. We touched on the topic of lesbian. And this slowly built up my temper. He is always someone who is curious, who keeps questioning people about that particular topic till he gets the answer to his doubts. I tried to be paitent with him repeating the same question for a few times.He got angry as I could not give him the answer to his question. And I got irritated. Knowing both our temper, once erupt, it will be bad. We ended our talk then.I did not call him back as I know I will erupt once talking to him.When I thought I had cooled down, I called him. But, he still had the angry tone in his voice. We put down the phone not long after.I SMS-ed him, saying that it is fine for him to be angry and cancel our plan to meet today. He replied, saying that he wants to brak off all contacts with me.I call him shortly after that. We fought and create peace. Then, we fought again. Guess it was my fault this time round. For doubting him, doubting his words, his actions...In the end, peace was created yet again. =)Gave him a wake-upc all at 5.30pm, as requested by him, so that we are in time for the 7.15pm show of Final Destination 3.The person to blame has got to be me this time round for screwing up the whole plan. I should have left office for a while at 4pm to get the tickets then go back to do some work while waiting for the time to come.But, silly me, left office only at 6pm, thinking that I am still time to get the tickets. Went to collect the phots, bought an album for him and headed to the theatre. Only then did I realise, the cinema for the show is almost fully booked. They are left with the 1st three row of seats. We never like seating in the front rows.3rd round of fight began. Met him at City Hall MRT station, with no where to go, no idea what to do. Just roamed around the streets till Clarke (or is it Boat?) Quay / Chinatown area. Hopped onto a taxi to Chinatown Point. He had to get a birthday gift for a friend. Just that turn cost me $4.80!!!All this while, we did not speak much at all. Except for asking what is on the agenda for that time.I was fighting against my tears. Trying hard not to let them flow. But, it still trickled down my cheeks. I guess he saw it but kept quiet only.Went to Hotel 81 to spent the rest of the time he had before he had to go to work. =) Peace formed.An unhappiness broke out again towards the end of the night. But all was well minutes later. =)Usually, if we are at Chinatown, he would ask me to catch the MRT home from there. But today, when I wanted to head to the MRT station, he actually asked me to walk together with him to Amara!!! =)
{&i'll hold on till the end of time-}
12:45 AM